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| Three years ago today, you know what's up.
I doubt it was some random coincidence that my night sucked.
Still 0717, thank you for teaching me so much about myself, good and bad.
Thank you for growing with me and keeping your faith up even in the darkest times
I'm truly sorry for the pain and heartache I put you through, you didn't deserve it.
Thank you for allowing me back into your life and helping me to see my faults.
Thank you for keeping true to your promise to always being there for me, my heart appreciates it.
Skee.
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| Life's been this whirlwind of happenings since January. Something about this year has really surprised me. Carl, one of my managers at work, told me things were going to change this year. She told me that I would only feel them if I was paying attention to my spirit and my surroundings. My family has definitely felt a little lighter. My load is not as heavy because I feel hope within us all, or I at least try to. I've let go of a lot from last year and I'm so thankful to God that I was allowed to learn from all of the mistakes I made. I know that there is still a lot of room for improvement but I finally feel like I'm "together" as a person. I don't feel so messy, so clumsy, so all over the place. What a feeling it is to know what I want and know that I am doing my best to achieve that. By the grace of God, it's all possible. I finally get it =) | | |
| "New Year, New Me" is something I've been seeing a lot these days. A lot of new blogs, statuses, and comments have the expectation of changing themselves this year. Best of luck to them!
A new year, indeed. 2009 means I'm turning 21 this year. That's hilarious to me because it's not like I've ever gotten to enjoy the perks of my age.I'm not going to have any big expectations for 21 just yet. Just so I don't get disappointed. I am coming up on my last semester at DVC, God-willing. I don't know where I want to go to school. Period, leave it at that. My family's cool. But it's never boring around this house. Ever. Friends and I are a little distant because of school and same old reasons. My lack of a social life however, did give me an awesome GPA, which is so ironic. Haha. Andrew and I are wonderful, he's the best as always. The whole month of December was just celebration after celebration. Lets just say after Thanksgiving is done, I had a one year anniversary, a birthday, and Christmas to think about. It was pretty sweet. December was very blessed =)
I did not make any new years resolutions this year because I don't believe in them anymore. I don't believe that I can keep up with them. However, my new approach to getting things done is thinking about what I really want. I am going to start thinking about what is really worth my time and my effort. If there is too much at risk, don't do it. The main idea I'm getting at is that I'm not going to make conscious mistakes anymore. I don't want to look like a fool anymore. As much as I want to stir up some trouble sometimes, it's not worth the guilt that I've had to live in the past. Everything happens for a reason. My faith in God and my faith in myself is stable right now, I need to keep it up. If I don't, I'm done for spiritually and emotionally. I can't fail now.
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| Thank you Lord for continuously bringing me back.
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